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Drive Home

by Portraits Of Tracy

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1.
Lost! 03:01
Out of all the times, I found my mind Then I went back and wasted my time You knew I'd get lost Wondering how, did we get out? When they screamed I wanted in that crowd I knew I got lost Lost Lost Little white lies Gave a false cloud nine I don't need your god I guess I lost my mind Oh look, I been lost Oh, yeah Lost
2.
8 Minutes 01:09
Junie: Ah! uh Oh my fucking god, its 8 o’clock Who the fuck is calling me? Of course its fucking him, its always him. ALWAYS. FUCK Unknown: Yo. Aye why yo ass always take so long to answer bro? Junie: Uhh, my bad my bad, I was taking a nap before this fucking set I have to do Unknown: Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait... you sleeping right before your show? Junie: Yes, I am and uhh its only a few songs though... I only gotta do like 3 Unknown: Yeah, but wait nigga what three you gotta do though? Y’know what I’m saying? cause’ I know you got that shit like Aeternum Junie: Yeah Unknown: The Party Junie: Uh-huh Unknown: Some other shit, I, uhh... On God! Junie: It’s En Garde Unknown: Uh-oh, En Garde, my bad Hold on, somebody calling me right quick, fuck man, shit Junie: Shit, I might as well lay back down for a little Knock Knock Knock Knock Ema: WHAT ARE YOU DOING!? Junie: I was just trying to get a fucking nap! Ema: You only have eight minutes! Junie: Uh- sh- Can you close the fucking door? XO Partygoer: HOLY SHIT, ITS JUNIE! Partygoers begin trying to enter Junie’s private room Junie: Shit... No! N- No! Get the f- No... No! Sto’ Man... Fuck!
3.
Aeternum 04:59
Just look how you caught me Seen me back in high school Emotions, stress, haunted Crowd jumping now This motherfucker so daunting Crown me king, when I did my own thing Niggas couldn’t really see Lens blurry, now the mink hella furry Nigga now touring, man the world better hurry Kept it in the bag, like I was sponsored by Ziploc Niggas faint and cry, got em screaming, yeah that shits hot J U N motherfucking I E, I’m a household name, no Johnson or SC No niggas to back me, he popping like acne Stage diving up in Sweden Shoutout to my nigga Stiggy! Shit getting corny, no wonder you can’t geek to em Got em taking cds back, no case and no receipt to em 1989, I arrived bringing heat to em Look into my eyes as I rise off the sheet music If you could run would you do it now? Could it be done? Would you prove em’ wrong? Silence the screams, I know you ask, but how? Oh do your thing, you know they’ll figure out And that's what she told me (and yes I took it) Man no one could hold me (I left them shook up, shook up, shook up) I thought I left them all behind It took a little while to realize never is forever Unless you doing time, that is Man look at how the mother-fucking crime rate is Niggas like me grew up really thievin’ and shit Yessiree I associate myself with the group Desperate, young and dumb, black boy Point to prove, never thought, aimed and shoot Nappy hair, new suit Got the motherfucking cops looking like Who is you? Profile, profile That's really how they get ya Stress going so high I almost rolled a swisha Don’t really care If you light, or fucking dark-skinned All my niggas is my niggas Fuck it now lets rock with it Profile, profile That's really how they get ya Stress going so high I almost rolled a swisha Don’t really care If you light, or fucking dark-skinned All my niggas is my niggas Fuck it now lets rock with it Forever is never, forever is never Forever is never, forever is I think all my niggas is my niggas, Can we rock with it? Forever, Forever Forever, Forever Forever, Forever Forever, Forever Forever Forever me I know you left them all behind Well bitch just keep it real now (real, real, real) Well bitch just keep it real now (oh, real) Well bitch just keep it real now (woo) I know you left them all behind I know you left them all behind I know you left them all behind I know you left them all behind I thought you left them all behind (oh), I thought you left them all behind I thought you left them all behind (I thought that you left), I thought you left them all behind (oh) I thought you left them all behind I thought you left them all behind I thought you left them all behind I thought you left them all behind Ema: Allow me to introduce myself My name’s Ema and I was Junie’s companion throughout this whole shit show It’s only fair that I welcome you To Drive Home
4.
En Garde 03:54
You will know the truth Betta' believe it And if you think I'm here to play around with y'all Goddammit I'm not (Goddammit I'm not) Let a nigga talk his shit Don't give a fuck about ya' twitter fingers I'll admit it, I'll admit it I'm a cotton picker It really must offend you bitches I can tell, I can tell How you on my dick I can already hear the comments Niggas looking at me, strange faces, so astonished Bad taste, like whites up in blackface They liked to claim, but why the crowd insane? One-nine-nine-nine, they were never here Nigga climbed so high, they forever fear Unrealistic goals, never did believe Told 'em suck the chode, now it's just me Power-tripping on this goddamn stage If yo' feelings fucked up, bitch, I hope it stay If you got a fucking problem, just say En Garde got 'em screaming, ain't no fucking way En Garde, En Garde En Garde (uh, yeah) En Garde Fuck it, let the beat build Niggas in the crowd getting ill To this sound, that I found When I could just barely feel Meet an army of me, you claiming this shit ain't real And I'm back in town fucker, this time I just came to kill Ah, bitch, it's getting too real now Airplane might crash But my home might want it that way Motherfucker run, I'm stepping on the gas Now they all wanna' apologize Don't assume that this nigga ever sympathize Want me one step closer with a weak mind? Bitch I'm two steps closer leaving y'all behind But three steps closer? Nigga, you don't wanna know That's when the shawty's get involved Kicking down doors Now I'm kicking down flows Still myself hoe En Garde, En Garde Hop up off my nuts, woah Yeah Hop up off my nuts, woah Yeah, Yeah It's kinda crazy, ain't it? It's kinda crazy, ain't it? Uh, let me say one thang Yeah Let me talk my shit En Garde, En Garde En Garde, En Garde
5.
The Party 05:31
As I made the mistake of slipping into a youthful mindset Everyone else around me felt dull The values instilled in me withered away, piece by piece as my dreams bloomed And at first, it felt good as I ran away from it all But honestly, now it haunts me The rose that once had beauty is now beginning to wither away Junie Junie You’d always come to the party To pluck the feathers off all the birds You’d always come to the party I will not beg you please What should I do I'm lost with no clue Stuck in the crowd (ah) But, It's not with you You brought me here (uh) You made me feel Good to be real Through blues to teals Greener as I go You would never know I hit my highs and Sometimes I won’t Well under-true I’m guessing you’ll Forever who? I’m just not, not for you (You) Well I’ll just I’ll stick with the crowd for now You’d always come to the party To pluck the feathers off all the birds You’d always come to the party I will not beg you please It been the same damn feeling for the past 12 months Thought I could run from it Oops, Yeah I was wrong as fuck Bird ceilings, hella wraiths Just to mask up all the pain Who knew that the same thang That made me bang Would make me wanna Lay up in my grave Extra early, my B Shit too gritty and I keep it buck fifty Man you never know who gon’ really switching Sides, they cut so many ties in the night But I’m not holy, nor wrong nor right And everyone told me, about fight or flight Yet I still just freeze, doing nothing ain't nice Am I right? I rewind To the high, no weed I was only 17, No ID Idols in the CDs And mp3s Nobody was with me 123, man my mind ain't never kick out Bitch I’m not free, oh please Ema: As Junie heard that crowd cheer I think apart of him knew that no-one really listened So it made him turn to a thing that only he thought listened Junie: Man, now lets go get fucked up
6.
Drunk* 07:39
One more drink before I go One more thing before I show One more drink before I go One more thing before I show One more drink before I go One more thing before I show One more drink before I go One more thing before Truth is A nigga feeling straight confused and Lost in this infinite world with endless shootings Video cameras flash Capturing movements Something is bound to my soul I never lose it The way I feel when I stare up at these packed crowds Feel like a stone Rolling, just paint it black now Though I always been the type to fucking act out I been wishing that my mind was like the glass now (one more drink) Empty promises came, shoutout to NRA Niggas who had the best ways Buried like everyday Man, this planet got alot of fucking green But this red almost turned me into Wiz At least recently Like Aeternum, just keep the shit real I’m just being me, so you gon know how I feel Marvin never knew, so what the fuck is going on? Searching, but I keep on finding bottles of Patron But let me get this last shot Nigga then I’m gone (nah) Numb it all, fuck around, get up on the road (nah) Knees weak, barely standing, still Corleone (nah) Massacre these nigga’s mindsets, Stone cold (nah) Let me get this last shot Nigga yeah I’m gone (nah) Numb it all, fuck around, get up on the road (nah) Knees weak, barely standing, still Corleone (nah) Massacre these nigga’s mindsets, Stone cold One more drink before I go (Oh, I’m too gone) One more thing before I show One more drink before I go One more thing before I show One more drink before I go One more thing before I show (Oh, I’m too gone) One more drink before I go 1-2-3, Go One more drink before I go One more thing before I show (x6) One more drink before I go One more thing bef I know I’m really not the type to cross lines But I be catching all the blues at the same time It ain’t addiction, it just make me feel indifferent See you on ya’ timeline, ya’ family think you're ass a reverend The thing that hurt a little, is you never really tried Heart turning brittle, overthink It's all inside The ones supposed to have my back lost like a tide Quick flash, innocence was really gone from these eyes Crying eyes out, hanging belts up, fathom Could I die now? Suicide notes, albums Caught in the closet, with my head up to the fucking barrel Let it all go, one squeeze away from staining all apparel I know they all saw the pain up in my fucking face They called me “crazy” and they all started to walk away They gave me cold shoulders like I told em I was gay I’m sure you know, but nigga its this word I gotta say F is for all the fucking times eyes cried A is for all the animosity inside M is for the miseries them niggas made me hide I is the thing they wanted my ass to deprive L is for all the damn times that I’d lie Y is the thing I ask when I look to the sky How can I believe in god When I know i’ll fry How you call you call yourself a saint When you never tried When the leaves of the trees wanted me to follow tide When I said “no” first time They thought I'd rot Took my own path, it was such a wild ride Lost in this bottle, washed up in this mind I’ll admit it straight addiction, almost went blind Something’ missing, certain pictures I can’t ever find Pain and all the grieving, made my ass wanna die Imma’ keep it real, some of the family is why Oh, running up that hill oh kate Running My eyes, have bled a thousand tears And I’m taking them back Oh Somethings, move so slowly We can’t focus, motions, yo me Where are we at? Where are we at? Oh it’s, hard to say it My mind just likes to replay it Why drift back? Why drift back? As the strings paint I seem stuck up in a replay Graduation day, claiming nothing be the same I faded out without a glimpse, Soul no remain I ran away from the party, the very same day It felt like bottles of ‘cardi, the mood the celebrate 17 and sad I think they thought my ass was celibate They looked up at me funny, gave me such a strange face When my nose felt like running, I heard them niggas say Fake fucks, fake smiles, yeah Feeling fucking stupid in this cap and gown, hear Family loved to crack the jokes, it put me down, damn Just let home be any place, please not here! When I called up the cab I thought I left it all behind took it to the floor, almost lost my mind Whole fucking time, I kicked rocks, lost dime Someone tell me please You relate to these lines Somethings, move so slowly We can’t focus, motions, yo me Where are we at? Where are we at? Oh it’s, hard to say it My mind just likes to replay it Why drift back? Why drift back? (x2) Where are we at? Where are we at? Why drift back? Why drift back? Where are we at? Where are we at? Why drift back? Why drift back?
7.
Ema: One hour after Junie’s episode, I noticed he had a really fucked up mood. But it was only 11pm so I thought nothing of it, looking back... nevermind Goodbye, to a love once dared Guns up to my head, one trigger pull he’s dead These closed eyes have seen too much I pack my bags to go out on a crutch Goodbye, everyone I’ll leave Please nobody see, the tears keep rolling I never could be... Oh, I never could be Goodbye, mama you could never see What was between those sheets It’s never been silk for me… So why am I here? So why am I here? Too late, and baby I’ve got to go I’m stuck in this rabbit hole I’m falling infinite Mama I don’t wanna die But when I do, I know I'm gonna fry...
8.
Parking Lot 01:09
Ema: Another hour had passed but all of a sudden there was no trace of Junie Me being his roadie, I had to go look for him Sorry to bother but, have any of you seen Junie? Unknown: Yo, I saw him right over there... Ema: He’s over there? Unknown: Yeah Ema: Thank you, thank you, thanks so much Ema walks towards Junie and finds him playing a nearby street piano Junie: Oh, I’m fucked up Ema: Junie... J- Are you seriously drunk again? Junie: Yeah... oh... Ema: But it- Its always when we perform here you know? It’s nowhere else Junie: Don’t mind it no, don’t mind it girl Ema: You can’t Junie: Aye, listen to me. Don’t mind it, no burp This would be good as a new single right? Ema: Yeah, that wouldn’t be bad as a new single, especially the burp But you can’t drive, I have to drive you home now. Junie: It’s cool! Fuck, you always do it, shit... Just- one more night, one won’t hurt Gunshots ring out Junie: OH SHIT! I’m too drunk for this!
9.
Home 03:34
I know, I know I know, I know I know yo ass been waiting for a long long time Lets go, lets go Lets go, lets go We driving slow, lets pump it up to 99... Going ghost, hope the walls never find Our rapid minds, just pretend, cause its closing in See it all, take a lift Hold on hold on hold on while we drift We yearn, we yearn we yearn, we yearn For a black hole, wash it all away Screamed it all Screamed it all too much Straight jacket Straight jacket For today Make me sane Can I see it through their eyes yet again? No I can’t frame... No light and no range Stray, runaway, Not a high, yet again Oh we all fell out Yeah we all screamed Hopped in your backseat, backseat, backseat I wish all was a dream I’m not a masochist I’m not a masochist oh Felt so alive, so alive that it felt unfair It was something (we’d go home) It was one thing Turned to nothing (I don’t wanna go) Turned to nothing… I don’t wanna go (baby) I don’t wanna go (baby) I don’t wanna go (baby) I don’t wanna go (baby) Ema: I guess you could say that things went a little left…
10.
W. McKinley 02:31
Somethings never change, Stuck in yesterday Can you hear me okay? (I’m coming home) It always was this way, tell me why now do you say (wait) “Nothing ain’t new here baby...” I know this ain’t the wrong part of town, we just came here to lay low for a while I’m recognizing familiar faces, I ain’t seen a single goddamn smile Got me rambling batshit, Ema please slow down. What’s next, honey how do we know... You put it into 5th gear 5th gear, you might lose it down that road... I’ll admit it I was wrong, second thoughts coming strong. Leaving this was easy, coming back it feels so wrong I just know, I just know. Somethings never change, stuck in yesterday (Drive Home) can you hear me okay? (I’m coming home) Leaving this was easy, coming back it feels so wrong I just know, I just know. Somethings never change, stuck in yesterday can you hear me okay? (I’m coming home) It always was this way, tell me why now do you say (wait)
11.
Ten Years 03:16
Junie: Sigh Knocking on door Junie: I can’t believe I’m doing this shit Marie: Girl, who busted ass Nissan outside my house? (distantly) Marie: Ah! Belaine! Junie: Hey mom Marie: You know I miss you boy, come here and give your momma a hug! Junie: Okay uh Ema: Hi, Ms. Morris! Marie: Hey baby! I don’t- I don’t think I really know you... Junie: Im- I’m sorry that I didn’t come around sooner, it was a whole bunch of shit that went down Marie: Mm hm, mm hm, yeah yeah yeah yeah... who in the hell is that lady? Junie: That’s just my roadie, Ema... we know each other from Marie: Y’all be fucking? Junie: lip smack Mom... no! Marie: Hey hey... hey I’m just asking, okay don’t fret. Junie: Sigh Okay. Marie: So how long you gon’ down here superstar? Junie: Uh, I’m not so sure. A whole bunch of shit happened Marie: What happened? Junie: I’ll explain it to you tomorrow... I- I’m fucking pooped Marie: Sigh Welp, y’all two come on in! Junie and Ema enter Marie’s House Marie: Sorry for the loud ass noise with the kids and shit... Junie: I see the stairs never lost those loud ass fucking creaks! Marie: Boy, now you know this house old as shit... (Ema giggles) Okay, but here’s y’all’s room!... same as you left it baby Junie: Thanks, ma Ema: Thank you Ms. Morris Marie: No problem y’all. But I do have two rules though… One, do not, I repeat DO NOT TOUCH MY CORN STARCH... Two, if you got some weed, share it please... Junie & Ema start to giggle Okay y’all, if y’all need me I’m in the living room. Glass shatters from downstairs Marie: Now I know goddamn well that wasn’t my damn table! Junie: Yep! That’s my mom Ema: It’s actually unbelievable how much you two are alike Junie: Yeah... if you like me you’ll definitely love her Ema: Okay I guess... Marie: I forgot to tell y’all, but later on today we’re having a little family cookout... And I could definitely use y’all’s help Like Junie you could DJ for em’ or play a like a song Junie: Okay! Marie: ... You know uh, and Ema you could help with the tables, you know? Ema: Okay, I’m down Marie: That’s all I wanted to say y’all! I can’t believe I gotta watch these badass fucking kids Junie’s Room Door Closes Junie: I don’t know how I’m gonna tell my mom what the fuck happened last night Ema: Junie, you know you have to... Junie: Yeah I know, shit shit shit... So how do you like my room? Ema: It’s chill, but it feels stale Junie: You know I haven’t been I haven’t been in this room for about a decade right? Ema: Fair... wait. Is that a Bitte Orca CD? Junie: Yeah, why? Ema: Jesus... you’re weirder than me! (Junie laughs) Junie’s Room Door Opens Junie: Oh shit Amari: Nigga I know that ain’t you Junie: Amari?... Holy fucking shit, Dap me up nigga! (Amari laughs) How long it been? Amari: Nigga- too long... Ten years man, I don’t know... Junie: Fuck man Amari: Ay look real quick man, run that Street up real quick You owe me something bro... (Junie laughs) Junie: You haven’t changed a fucking bit man... Ema, I’m gonna be right back Ema: Okay... don’t run off now Amari’s Room Door Opens Amari: I hope you ready for this work nigga! Junie: Ah, shut yo’ ass up nigga Amari: Ay and put on some of that shit you was working on before you left here bruh Junie: Got you!
12.
Someday 04:04
On the mental, I thought I was lacking I found all along that I’m really the captain Bitch, I know what you’re saying Is he playing…? He pulling from the baseline, mentally he praying… That’s just really his bipolar side talking... How he talking all the shit but he ain’t walking? But you gotta give him props He fight his own battles Feeling lost in the dark, He never had a candle... Feeling like some ground beef in a pack of cattle Deep emotions, he kept in neath’ the mantle Yet he able and stable Your favorite fable... Most niggas would’ve got up and then flipped the table But no sir, not this one… No give in! Real nigga, big balls and some thick skin Niggas claim they going hard Oh you doing squats? My nigga please sit down, you just shitting Main goal was to walk away with the game Then I found myself A loser with some dreams, mane Step-pops told me, Nigga its a dream mane’... Shitted on my heart, I thought about it night and day It’s a piss in the wind! You need to give it up They gon’ hear your shitty music and won’t give a fuck I put my blood and my sweat and my tears, Nigga I’d be damned, If I let you get up in my fears Nigga imma tell you off, yeah straight from here All you niggas talking shit listen loud and clear Black boy been working too fucking long For you bitches just to get up in his fucking ear Millipede minds, why niggas y’all stay following? Can you keep count of the nuts you’ve been swallowing? Kissing hella ass, so emotions been bottling First to admit it, I ain’t scared come and die with me Nigga I’m a nasty bitch You can’t fathom this, 18, legally you can hold the dick Hold up pause, bring it back, cause You would think I’m Richard Reid the way I’m tryna blow lil bitch This in my soul lil bitch I just go lil bitch Got hater niggas Setting up they rope and shit You know, I don’t give a fuck please kick the chair Here or there, nigga please anywhere I’m on Gone, build an empire nigga roam Centurion bitch like I’m made of stone Clone, nigga you can’t ever hold your own Bitch tell me if I’m just wrong look to up the sky Beacon, I’m the mother-fucking light You looking at me funny cause you know a nigga really boutta rise I can see the tears in your eyes Hold me down nigga, just try, nigga just try You ain’t got a plan laid out Why you mad when I move now? Gotta do my own thing Bitch, badda boom badda bing Dirty ghetto kid get Kareem Why you can’t you see? Just not for me (huh?) This for the niggas that dream (wha?) My fountain of youth, is just speaking to you Can we breathe, nigga oh please Nigga oh please If you can’t see my vision, please stick with a day job Backseat daytripper, noticing your heartthrob Don’t stop, nigga keep going Bury those dreams, so ya family don’t know it Then you have a kid, eyes all sparkly and shit Try to put it all on them If you followed all this They would say fuck that shit Then they’d make you their bitch Hoe, I live that shit I looked up in the mirror, with a glare Asked myself two questions Am I here or over there? Ain’t no telling where they’ll be when All our stars are here Feel the magic, see them tear up They can only stare I know some way They say someday We’ll all get it And we’ll soar high I know some way They say someday We’ll all get it and they’ll all feel it I know some way They say someday We’ll all get it And we’ll soar high
13.
Signals 01:14
Marie: Okay y’all! Let’s get these tables set up in the backyard! Amari: Lip smack man... Junie: Nigga what you doing? Come on bruh, that ps2 ain’t going nowhere. Junie’s Room Door Opens As Amari Exits Junie: Hey Em! we gotta help mom outside Ema: So she’s my mom now? Junie: I didn’t mean it like that Ema: I know, I’m just kidding... (Junie chuckles) Oh and those sheets, way too comfortable... You’re lucky your mom has us busy... (Ema Exits) Junie: What in the fuck?... Holy shit! Uh… Marie: JUNIE WHAT ARE YOU DOING?! Junie: Sorry mom! Junie runs outside, then pulls out piano bench Junie: Okay... This song goes out to a special someone. Marie: What?
14.
I know you down I know you down I know you down Yeah yeah I know you down I know you down I know you down… When you close your eyes at night babe I know you think about me When you with your girls and you stunt yeah I know you dream about we Honey we’d do it all, but we can’t find the words Can I please start it real simple baby? I’ll call you my girl I know you’d want it in the morning babe Wouldn’t be against it in the evening Even when it's down to the wire babe Girl you know I’m down... I know you’d want it in the morning babe Wouldn’t be against it in the evening Even when it's down to the wire babe Girl you know I’m down, and you’re the reason God, I can’t choose Is it me, is it you? God, I can’t choose... What the hell we gon’ do? You’re my forbidden fruit You’re my forbidden You’re my forbidden You’re my forbidden You’re my forbidden fruit You’re my forbidden You’re my forbidden You’re my forbidden... (yo, yo) Aw shit, I never saw those late night texts becoming this But I’m stupid, us cupids, keep sawed-offs in our back pockets and everyday, we let em spray Keep coming with complements Man I left on Friday but now this shits like a sadder day... (fuck you, i’ll sue myself) Do I need to chill? (tell me now) Yeah... I know it's love she’s looking for She better not be playing now, bitch We was on the highway doing 109 If she do not fucking love me, I will really grab that iron... please I know you’d want it in the morning babe Wouldn’t be against it in the evening Even when it's down to the wire babe Girl you know I’m down... I know you’d want it in the morning babe Wouldn’t be against it in the evening Even when it's down to the wire babe Girl you know I’m down... But are we gonna cross that line? I don’t feel you’re ready to cross that line But are we gonna cross that line? I don’t feel you’re ready to cross that line I don’t feel you’re ready to cross that line I know you down I know you down I know you down Yeah yeah I know you down I know you down I know you down…
15.
... 02:02
Ema storms off into the house while sobbing Junie: Ema, wait… I didn’t mean it… for it to be taken in that… Marie: Junie I know I raised you better than that, what is wrong with you?! Amari: Man, what the fuck you mean what’s wrong with him? That bitch just too fucking sensitive nigga Marie: Amari, who are you cursing at? Amari: I ain’t fucking cursing at Marie slaps Amari Partygoers gasp & start to murmur Marie: I can’t even believe your ass would even think to speak to me like that! Junie: Ma... Marie: Did you forget who i am?... Huh?! Junie: Ma Marie: When it was you who was in Foster Care who got you out?! Amari: You ain’t have to lay your hands like that though Junie: Ma, just go inside. Ma... Marie: Amari Amari: For real, you ain’t have to do none of that shit Junie: Ma Marie: Amari, I don’t want to embarrass you even more... Amari: Embarrass me then Junie: Ma... Marie: Okay... Junie: Please ma, let’s go inside, ma Marie: Okay, I told you to stay in your fucking place! Amari hits Marie Junie: AMARI WHAT THE FUCK?! Amari gets hit by Junie Partygoers begin to leave Junie: Wait, wait... Ma! Ma! Fuck sigh Amari: ... I should’ve known 5 shots wouldn’t have done it Junie: What?... Amari: You heard me, bitch Junie wakes up in his room Ema: Well thank god. You’re awake... Junie: Ema... oh god, I gotta tell you this wild ass dream I… Ema: Dream?! That was no dream Junie. Junie: Then wait... What the hell did I do? Ema: Junie, I can’t even... Junie: Can you please just tell me. I don’t… Ema: Junie, I don’t want you to be thinking about all… Junie: Can you- sigh Ema: ...be thinking about Junie: CAN YOU JUST FUCKING TELL ME? Fuck... Look, I'm sorry... its- just I can’t... I don’t know. This place it Ema: I know what you mean, I hope this isn’t you... but If it makes you feel any better, Amari left after... Y’know... Junie: What about mom? Ema: She left... But, I’m kinda worried about her cause she hasn’t been picking up any of my calls. Junie: *Sigh*... Look.
16.
Found! 05:05
It wasn’t as easy as I thought it would be Our open palms staying closed today And in my mind, I really thought you would see But honestly, I think we need to leave Or maybe we should watch this movie Look it reminded me of me and you I know you’re thinking I’m really trying to get up in your head And in my mind I keep replaying parts Like when he held her close, right in the park They had a rocky road, but Dennis kept it real from the start Oh you know I never meant to throw it all your way I made a judgement based on signs, I think I’m really losing my mind Oh you know I still remember the look on your face And baby when you go your separate way I think I’ll be just fine Oh Cause I’m found (I’m found...) I’m found (I’m found...) Lost for a minute Tell me what compares to this I was lost for a minute I was lost for a minute You know I’ll think about you time to time. I feel I’m moving fast, not in my mind Just call me stupid, and I’ll open my eyes I think it’s kinda funny how I feel So happy I could die, I’ll keep it real Oh, I can’t help but be a little unsure Oh you know I never meant to throw it all your way I made a judgement based on signs, but hey I’m really losing my mind Oh you know I still remember the look on your face And baby when you go your separate way I think I’ll be just fine Oh... Yeah! Lost for a minute Tell me what compares to this I was lost for a minute I was lost for a minute Lost for a minute Tell me what compares to this I was lost for a minute I was lost for a minute Oh you know I think this train is really rolling on We better hop on cause it won’t be long Girl you don’t know how much I just want to leave it all behind Just like a kid on Christmas Eve I packed my clothes, please can we leave? Oh this place, oh I swear it drives me crazy And I’ve been saying it Oh you know I think I’m finally moving on my way I made a judgement based on signs, but hey I’m kinda losing my mind Oh you know I still remember the look on your face And baby when you go your separate way I think I’ll be just fine I think I’m finally moving on my way I made a judgement based on signs, but hey I’m kinda losing my mind I still remember the look on your face And baby when you go your separate way I think I’ll be just fine
17.
Aiden: Um... My name is Aiden Leblanc and I work for the Baton Rouge Medical Examiner’s office... I’m speaking with Belaine Morris, am I correct? Junie: Y-yeah... Aiden: Belaine are you... alone at the moment? Junie: Yeah, what happened? Aiden: Marie Morris, your mother. She passed away in a traffic accident... Earlier this morning... I’m sorry
18.
Graceland 07:57
My open hands become closed again I’m calling you, oh for an answer My goodbye messages sent to a phone Oh nothing matters to me anyways Trying to ignore it all and see today Oh fuck, I can’t tell if I can hold on Someway, Somehow Someway, Somehow Someway, Somehow Someway... The silk that would just coat my world view It’s a melting down, oh baby I can’t tell you Oh how I feel, how I feel, how I feel To just awake me from this bad dream I’ll give myself away to maybe fix this scene Toll was due but why did they choose you? This feeling, I’m feeling Why can’t I accept it? My tears they, won’t let me Bury you, leave you in today For Ema The end of the road I spent a long time parading The wrong time, to say it To you And you’ve been my friend Holding your face so dearly I closed my eyes, walking right in the street Nothing matters to me I’m ready to go I’ve swallowed all of my pills To finally get the feeling of being all alone I’m fading away, when you find me Know that finally I am at peace Nothing matters to me To me Oh, nothing matters at all Nothing, nothing Nothing matters to me

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Junie is in a weird limbo with life, he’s financially stable, has a name for himself and this is everything he wanted. As the years went by and the work payed off, the feeling of happiness faded. He grew accustomed to everything around him. To him his life was boring and a repeat, shows shows shows, girls girls girls, music music music. He then survives an attempt on his life, which causes him to go back home to lay low. Just when he'd thought that the closest ones to him would be there, to show him a way & guide... he was wrong.

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released May 26, 2023

Written, produced, engineered, composed and performed by Portraits Of Tracy.
Featuring additional vocals & production (in skits) from:
Gracious The Healer, Aero Austaire, Jay, Nostalgia Junkie, EB, Stiggy James & Toni Montez.

Dedicated to Isaiah "Salem" Kindle

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Portraits Of Tracy Baton Rouge, Louisiana

Portraits Of Tracy is the artist project of Tracy Amare - an 19 year old self-taught producer and multi-instrumentalist from Baton Rouge, Louisiana who developed a sizable audience on youtube doing elaborate beat remake videos of her major influences, including Tyler, the Creator, Kanye West, Madlib, Steve Lacy, etc.

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