1. |
Lost!
03:01
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Out of all the times, I found my mind
Then I went back and wasted my time
You knew I'd get lost
Wondering how, did we get out?
When they screamed I wanted in that crowd
I knew I got lost
Lost
Lost
Little white lies
Gave a false cloud nine
I don't need your god
I guess I lost my mind
Oh look, I been lost
Oh, yeah
Lost
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2. |
8 Minutes
01:09
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Junie: Ah! uh
Oh my fucking god, its 8 o’clock
Who the fuck is calling me?
Of course its fucking him, its always him. ALWAYS. FUCK
Unknown: Yo. Aye why yo ass always take so long to answer bro?
Junie: Uhh, my bad my bad, I was taking a nap before this fucking set I have to do
Unknown: Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait... you sleeping right before your show?
Junie: Yes, I am and uhh its only a few songs though... I only gotta do like 3
Unknown: Yeah, but wait nigga what three you gotta do though? Y’know what I’m
saying? cause’ I know you got that shit like Aeternum
Junie: Yeah
Unknown: The Party
Junie: Uh-huh
Unknown: Some other shit, I, uhh... On God!
Junie: It’s En Garde
Unknown: Uh-oh, En Garde, my bad
Hold on, somebody calling me right quick, fuck man, shit
Junie: Shit, I might as well lay back down for a little
Knock Knock Knock Knock
Ema: WHAT ARE YOU DOING!?
Junie: I was just trying to get a fucking nap!
Ema: You only have eight minutes!
Junie: Uh- sh- Can you close the fucking door?
XO Partygoer: HOLY SHIT, ITS JUNIE!
Partygoers begin trying to enter Junie’s private room
Junie: Shit... No! N- No! Get the f- No... No! Sto’ Man... Fuck!
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3. |
Aeternum
04:59
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Just look how you caught me
Seen me back in high school
Emotions, stress, haunted
Crowd jumping now
This motherfucker so daunting
Crown me king, when I did my own thing
Niggas couldn’t really see
Lens blurry, now the mink hella furry
Nigga now touring, man the world better hurry
Kept it in the bag, like I was sponsored by Ziploc
Niggas faint and cry, got em screaming, yeah that shits hot
J U N motherfucking I E,
I’m a household name, no Johnson or SC
No niggas to back me, he popping like acne
Stage diving up in Sweden
Shoutout to my nigga Stiggy!
Shit getting corny, no wonder you can’t geek to em
Got em taking cds back, no case and no receipt to em
1989, I arrived bringing heat to em
Look into my eyes as I rise off the sheet music
If you could run would you do it now?
Could it be done? Would you prove em’ wrong?
Silence the screams, I know you ask, but how?
Oh do your thing, you know they’ll figure out
And that's what she told me (and yes I took it)
Man no one could hold me (I left them shook up, shook up, shook up)
I thought I left them all behind
It took a little while to realize never is forever
Unless you doing time, that is
Man look at how the mother-fucking crime rate is
Niggas like me grew up really thievin’ and shit
Yessiree
I associate myself with the group
Desperate, young and dumb, black boy
Point to prove, never thought, aimed and shoot
Nappy hair, new suit
Got the motherfucking cops looking like
Who is you?
Profile, profile
That's really how they get ya
Stress going so high
I almost rolled a swisha
Don’t really care
If you light, or fucking dark-skinned
All my niggas is my niggas
Fuck it now lets rock with it
Profile, profile
That's really how they get ya
Stress going so high
I almost rolled a swisha
Don’t really care
If you light, or fucking dark-skinned
All my niggas is my niggas
Fuck it now lets rock with it
Forever is never, forever is never
Forever is never, forever is
I think all my niggas is my niggas,
Can we rock with it?
Forever, Forever
Forever, Forever
Forever, Forever
Forever, Forever
Forever
Forever me
I know you left them all behind
Well bitch just keep it real now (real, real, real)
Well bitch just keep it real now (oh, real)
Well bitch just keep it real now (woo)
I know you left them all behind
I know you left them all behind
I know you left them all behind
I know you left them all behind
I thought you left them all behind (oh),
I thought you left them all behind
I thought you left them all behind (I thought that you left),
I thought you left them all behind (oh)
I thought you left them all behind
I thought you left them all behind
I thought you left them all behind
I thought you left them all behind
Ema: Allow me to introduce myself
My name’s Ema and I was Junie’s companion throughout this whole shit show
It’s only fair that I welcome you
To Drive Home
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4. |
En Garde
03:54
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You will know the truth
Betta' believe it
And if you think I'm here to play around with y'all
Goddammit I'm not (Goddammit I'm not)
Let a nigga talk his shit
Don't give a fuck about ya' twitter fingers
I'll admit it, I'll admit it
I'm a cotton picker
It really must offend you bitches
I can tell, I can tell
How you on my dick
I can already hear the comments
Niggas looking at me, strange faces, so astonished
Bad taste, like whites up in blackface
They liked to claim, but why the crowd insane?
One-nine-nine-nine, they were never here
Nigga climbed so high, they forever fear
Unrealistic goals, never did believe
Told 'em suck the chode, now it's just me
Power-tripping on this goddamn stage
If yo' feelings fucked up, bitch, I hope it stay
If you got a fucking problem, just say
En Garde got 'em screaming, ain't no fucking way
En Garde, En Garde
En Garde (uh, yeah)
En Garde
Fuck it, let the beat build
Niggas in the crowd getting ill
To this sound, that I found
When I could just barely feel
Meet an army of me, you claiming this shit ain't real
And I'm back in town fucker, this time I just came to kill
Ah, bitch, it's getting too real now
Airplane might crash
But my home might want it that way
Motherfucker run, I'm stepping on the gas
Now they all wanna' apologize
Don't assume that this nigga ever sympathize
Want me one step closer with a weak mind?
Bitch I'm two steps closer leaving y'all behind
But three steps closer?
Nigga, you don't wanna know
That's when the shawty's get involved
Kicking down doors
Now I'm kicking down flows
Still myself hoe
En Garde, En Garde
Hop up off my nuts, woah
Yeah
Hop up off my nuts, woah
Yeah, Yeah
It's kinda crazy, ain't it?
It's kinda crazy, ain't it?
Uh, let me say one thang
Yeah
Let me talk my shit
En Garde, En Garde
En Garde, En Garde
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5. |
The Party
05:31
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As I made the mistake of slipping into a youthful mindset
Everyone else around me felt dull
The values instilled in me withered away, piece by piece as my dreams bloomed
And at first, it felt good as I ran away from it all
But honestly, now it haunts me
The rose that once had beauty is now beginning to wither away
Junie
Junie
You’d always come to the party
To pluck the feathers off all the birds
You’d always come to the party
I will not beg you please
What should I do
I'm lost with no clue
Stuck in the crowd (ah)
But, It's not with you
You brought me here (uh)
You made me feel
Good to be real
Through blues to teals
Greener as I go
You would never know
I hit my highs and
Sometimes I won’t
Well under-true
I’m guessing you’ll
Forever who?
I’m just not, not for you
(You)
Well I’ll just
I’ll stick with the crowd for now
You’d always come to the party
To pluck the feathers off all the birds
You’d always come to the party
I will not beg you please
It been the same damn feeling
for the past 12 months
Thought I could run from it
Oops, Yeah
I was wrong as fuck
Bird ceilings, hella wraiths
Just to mask up all the pain
Who knew that the same thang
That made me bang
Would make me wanna
Lay up in my grave
Extra early, my B
Shit too gritty and I keep it buck fifty
Man you never know who gon’ really switching
Sides, they cut so many ties in the night
But I’m not holy, nor wrong nor right
And everyone told me, about fight or flight
Yet I still just freeze, doing nothing ain't nice
Am I right? I rewind
To the high, no weed
I was only 17, No ID
Idols in the CDs
And mp3s
Nobody was with me
123, man my mind ain't never kick out
Bitch I’m not free, oh please
Ema: As Junie heard that crowd cheer
I think apart of him knew that no-one really listened
So it made him turn to a thing that only he thought listened
Junie: Man, now lets go get fucked up
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6. |
Drunk*
07:39
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One more drink before I go
One more thing before I show
One more drink before I go
One more thing before I show
One more drink before I go
One more thing before I show
One more drink before I go
One more thing before
Truth is
A nigga feeling straight confused and
Lost in this infinite world
with endless shootings
Video cameras flash
Capturing movements
Something is bound to my soul
I never lose it
The way I feel when I stare up at these packed crowds
Feel like a stone
Rolling, just paint it black now
Though I always been the type to fucking act out
I been wishing that my mind was like the glass now (one more drink)
Empty promises came, shoutout to NRA
Niggas who had the best ways
Buried like everyday
Man, this planet got alot of fucking green
But this red almost turned me into Wiz
At least recently
Like Aeternum, just keep the shit real
I’m just being me, so you gon know how I feel
Marvin never knew, so what the fuck is going on?
Searching, but I keep on finding bottles of Patron
But let me get this last shot
Nigga then I’m gone (nah)
Numb it all, fuck around, get up on the road (nah)
Knees weak, barely standing, still Corleone (nah)
Massacre these nigga’s mindsets, Stone cold (nah)
Let me get this last shot
Nigga yeah I’m gone (nah)
Numb it all, fuck around, get up on the road (nah)
Knees weak, barely standing, still Corleone (nah)
Massacre these nigga’s mindsets, Stone cold
One more drink before I go (Oh, I’m too gone)
One more thing before I show
One more drink before I go
One more thing before I show
One more drink before I go
One more thing before I show (Oh, I’m too gone)
One more drink before I go
1-2-3,
Go
One more drink before I go
One more thing before I show
(x6)
One more drink before I go
One more thing bef
I know I’m really not the type to cross lines
But I be catching all the blues at the same time
It ain’t addiction, it just make me feel indifferent
See you on ya’ timeline, ya’ family think you're ass a reverend
The thing that hurt a little, is you never really tried
Heart turning brittle, overthink
It's all inside
The ones supposed to have my back lost like a tide
Quick flash, innocence was really gone from these eyes
Crying eyes out, hanging belts up, fathom
Could I die now? Suicide notes, albums
Caught in the closet, with my head up to the fucking barrel
Let it all go, one squeeze away from staining all apparel
I know they all saw the pain up in my fucking face
They called me “crazy” and they all started to walk away
They gave me cold shoulders like I told em I was gay
I’m sure you know, but nigga its this word I gotta say
F is for all the fucking times eyes cried
A is for all the animosity inside
M is for the miseries them niggas made me hide
I is the thing they wanted my ass to deprive
L is for all the damn times that I’d lie
Y is the thing I ask when I look to the sky
How can I believe in god
When I know i’ll fry
How you call you call yourself a saint
When you never tried
When the leaves of the trees wanted me to follow tide
When I said “no” first time
They thought I'd rot
Took my own path, it was such a wild ride
Lost in this bottle, washed up in this mind
I’ll admit it straight addiction, almost went blind
Something’ missing, certain pictures I can’t ever find
Pain and all the grieving, made my ass wanna die
Imma’ keep it real, some of the family is why
Oh, running up that hill oh kate
Running
My eyes, have bled a thousand tears
And I’m taking them back
Oh
Somethings, move so slowly
We can’t focus, motions, yo me
Where are we at? Where are we at?
Oh it’s, hard to say it
My mind just likes to replay it
Why drift back? Why drift back?
As the strings paint
I seem stuck up in a replay
Graduation day, claiming nothing be the same
I faded out without a glimpse, Soul no remain
I ran away from the party, the very same day
It felt like bottles of ‘cardi, the mood the celebrate
17 and sad
I think they thought my ass was celibate
They looked up at me funny, gave me such a strange face
When my nose felt like running, I heard them niggas say
Fake fucks, fake smiles, yeah
Feeling fucking stupid in this cap and gown, hear
Family loved to crack the jokes, it put me down, damn
Just let home be any place, please not here!
When I called up the cab I thought I left it all behind
took it to the floor, almost lost my mind
Whole fucking time, I kicked rocks, lost dime
Someone tell me please
You relate to these lines
Somethings, move so slowly
We can’t focus, motions, yo me
Where are we at? Where are we at?
Oh it’s, hard to say it
My mind just likes to replay it
Why drift back? Why drift back?
(x2)
Where are we at? Where are we at?
Why drift back? Why drift back?
Where are we at? Where are we at?
Why drift back? Why drift back?
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7. |
The Afterparty
04:00
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Ema: One hour after Junie’s episode,
I noticed he had a really fucked up mood.
But it was only 11pm so I thought nothing of it,
looking back... nevermind
Goodbye, to a love once dared
Guns up to my head, one trigger pull he’s dead
These closed eyes have seen too much
I pack my bags to go out on a crutch
Goodbye, everyone I’ll leave
Please nobody see, the tears keep rolling
I never could be...
Oh, I never could be
Goodbye, mama you could never see
What was between those sheets
It’s never been silk for me…
So why am I here?
So why am I here?
Too late, and baby I’ve got to go
I’m stuck in this rabbit hole
I’m falling infinite
Mama I don’t wanna die
But when I do, I know I'm gonna fry...
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8. |
Parking Lot
01:09
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Ema: Another hour had passed but all of a sudden there was no trace of Junie
Me being his roadie, I had to go look for him
Sorry to bother but, have any of you seen Junie?
Unknown: Yo, I saw him right over there...
Ema: He’s over there?
Unknown: Yeah
Ema: Thank you, thank you, thanks so much
Ema walks towards Junie and finds him playing a nearby street piano
Junie: Oh, I’m fucked up
Ema: Junie... J- Are you seriously drunk again?
Junie: Yeah... oh...
Ema: But it- Its always when we perform here you know? It’s nowhere else
Junie: Don’t mind it no, don’t mind it girl
Ema: You can’t
Junie: Aye, listen to me. Don’t mind it, no burp
This would be good as a new single right?
Ema: Yeah, that wouldn’t be bad as a new single, especially the burp
But you can’t drive, I have to drive you home now.
Junie: It’s cool! Fuck, you always do it, shit... Just- one more night, one won’t hurt
Gunshots ring out
Junie: OH SHIT! I’m too drunk for this!
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9. |
Home
03:34
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I know, I know
I know, I know
I know yo ass been waiting for a long long time
Lets go, lets go
Lets go, lets go
We driving slow, lets pump it up to 99...
Going ghost, hope the walls never find
Our rapid minds, just pretend, cause its closing in
See it all, take a lift
Hold on hold on hold on while we drift
We yearn, we yearn
we yearn, we yearn
For a black hole, wash it all away
Screamed it all
Screamed it all too much
Straight jacket
Straight jacket
For today
Make me sane
Can I see it through their eyes yet again?
No I can’t frame...
No light and no range
Stray, runaway,
Not a high, yet again
Oh we all fell out
Yeah we all screamed
Hopped in your backseat, backseat, backseat
I wish all was a dream
I’m not a masochist
I’m not a masochist oh
Felt so alive, so alive that it felt unfair
It was something (we’d go home)
It was one thing
Turned to nothing (I don’t wanna go)
Turned to nothing…
I don’t wanna go (baby)
I don’t wanna go (baby)
I don’t wanna go (baby)
I don’t wanna go (baby)
Ema: I guess you could say that things went a little left…
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10. |
W. McKinley
02:31
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Somethings never change,
Stuck in yesterday
Can you hear me okay? (I’m coming home)
It always was this way, tell me why now do you say (wait)
“Nothing ain’t new here baby...”
I know this ain’t the wrong part of town,
we just came here to lay low for a while
I’m recognizing familiar faces, I ain’t seen a single goddamn smile
Got me rambling batshit, Ema please slow down.
What’s next, honey how do we know...
You put it into 5th gear 5th gear,
you might lose it down that road...
I’ll admit it I was wrong,
second thoughts coming strong.
Leaving this was easy,
coming back it feels so wrong
I just know, I just know.
Somethings never change,
stuck in yesterday (Drive Home)
can you hear me okay? (I’m coming home)
Leaving this was easy,
coming back it feels so wrong
I just know, I just know.
Somethings never change,
stuck in yesterday
can you hear me okay? (I’m coming home)
It always was this way, tell me why now do you say (wait)
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11. |
Ten Years
03:16
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Junie: Sigh
Knocking on door
Junie: I can’t believe I’m doing this shit
Marie: Girl, who busted ass Nissan outside my house? (distantly)
Marie: Ah! Belaine!
Junie: Hey mom
Marie: You know I miss you boy, come here and give your momma a hug!
Junie: Okay uh
Ema: Hi, Ms. Morris!
Marie: Hey baby! I don’t- I don’t think I really know you...
Junie: Im- I’m sorry that I didn’t come around sooner, it was a whole bunch of shit that went down
Marie: Mm hm, mm hm, yeah yeah yeah yeah... who in the hell is that lady?
Junie: That’s just my roadie, Ema... we know each other from
Marie: Y’all be fucking?
Junie: lip smack Mom... no!
Marie: Hey hey... hey I’m just asking, okay don’t fret.
Junie: Sigh Okay.
Marie: So how long you gon’ down here superstar?
Junie: Uh, I’m not so sure. A whole bunch of shit happened
Marie: What happened?
Junie: I’ll explain it to you tomorrow... I- I’m fucking pooped
Marie: Sigh Welp, y’all two come on in!
Junie and Ema enter Marie’s House
Marie: Sorry for the loud ass noise with the kids and shit...
Junie: I see the stairs never lost those loud ass fucking creaks!
Marie: Boy, now you know this house old as shit... (Ema giggles)
Okay, but here’s y’all’s room!... same as you left it baby
Junie: Thanks, ma
Ema: Thank you Ms. Morris
Marie: No problem y’all. But I do have two rules though…
One, do not, I repeat DO NOT TOUCH MY CORN STARCH...
Two, if you got some weed, share it please...
Junie & Ema start to giggle
Okay y’all, if y’all need me I’m in the living room.
Glass shatters from downstairs
Marie: Now I know goddamn well that wasn’t my damn table!
Junie: Yep! That’s my mom
Ema: It’s actually unbelievable how much you two are alike
Junie: Yeah... if you like me you’ll definitely love her
Ema: Okay I guess...
Marie: I forgot to tell y’all, but later on today we’re having a little family cookout...
And I could definitely use y’all’s help
Like Junie you could DJ for em’ or play a like a song
Junie: Okay!
Marie: ... You know uh, and Ema you could help with the tables, you know?
Ema: Okay, I’m down
Marie: That’s all I wanted to say y’all!
I can’t believe I gotta watch these badass fucking kids
Junie’s Room Door Closes
Junie: I don’t know how I’m gonna tell my mom what the fuck happened last night
Ema: Junie, you know you have to...
Junie: Yeah I know, shit shit shit... So how do you like my room?
Ema: It’s chill, but it feels stale
Junie: You know I haven’t been I haven’t been in this room for about a decade
right?
Ema: Fair... wait. Is that a Bitte Orca CD?
Junie: Yeah, why?
Ema: Jesus... you’re weirder than me! (Junie laughs)
Junie’s Room Door Opens
Junie: Oh shit
Amari: Nigga I know that ain’t you
Junie: Amari?... Holy fucking shit, Dap me up nigga! (Amari laughs)
How long it been?
Amari: Nigga- too long... Ten years man, I don’t know...
Junie: Fuck man
Amari: Ay look real quick man, run that Street up real quick
You owe me something bro... (Junie laughs)
Junie: You haven’t changed a fucking bit man... Ema, I’m gonna be right back
Ema: Okay... don’t run off now
Amari’s Room Door Opens
Amari: I hope you ready for this work nigga!
Junie: Ah, shut yo’ ass up nigga
Amari: Ay and put on some of that shit you was working on before you left here
bruh
Junie: Got you!
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12. |
Someday
04:04
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On the mental, I thought I was lacking
I found all along that I’m really the captain
Bitch, I know what you’re saying
Is he playing…?
He pulling from the baseline, mentally he praying…
That’s just really his bipolar side talking...
How he talking all the shit but he ain’t walking?
But you gotta give him props
He fight his own battles
Feeling lost in the dark,
He never had a candle...
Feeling like some ground beef in a pack of cattle
Deep emotions, he kept in neath’ the mantle
Yet he able and stable
Your favorite fable...
Most niggas would’ve got up and then flipped the table
But no sir, not this one…
No give in!
Real nigga, big balls and some thick skin
Niggas claim they going hard
Oh you doing squats?
My nigga please sit down, you just shitting
Main goal was to walk away with the game
Then I found myself
A loser with some dreams, mane
Step-pops told me, Nigga its a dream mane’...
Shitted on my heart, I thought about it night and day
It’s a piss in the wind!
You need to give it up
They gon’ hear your shitty music and won’t give a fuck
I put my blood and my sweat and my tears,
Nigga I’d be damned, If I let you get up in my fears
Nigga imma tell you off, yeah straight from here
All you niggas talking shit listen loud and clear
Black boy been working too fucking long
For you bitches just to get up in his fucking ear
Millipede minds, why niggas y’all stay following?
Can you keep count of the nuts you’ve been swallowing?
Kissing hella ass, so emotions been bottling
First to admit it, I ain’t scared come and die with me
Nigga I’m a nasty bitch
You can’t fathom this, 18, legally you can hold the dick
Hold up pause, bring it back, cause
You would think I’m Richard Reid the way I’m tryna blow lil bitch
This in my soul lil bitch
I just go lil bitch
Got hater niggas
Setting up they rope and shit
You know, I don’t give a fuck please kick the chair
Here or there, nigga please anywhere
I’m on
Gone, build an empire nigga roam
Centurion bitch like I’m made of stone
Clone, nigga you can’t ever hold your own
Bitch tell me if I’m just wrong look to up the sky
Beacon, I’m the mother-fucking light
You looking at me funny cause you know a nigga really boutta rise
I can see the tears in your eyes
Hold me down nigga, just try, nigga just try
You ain’t got a plan laid out
Why you mad when I move now?
Gotta do my own thing
Bitch, badda boom badda bing
Dirty ghetto kid get Kareem
Why you can’t you see?
Just not for me (huh?)
This for the niggas that dream (wha?)
My fountain of youth, is just speaking to you
Can we breathe, nigga oh please
Nigga oh please
If you can’t see my vision, please stick with a day job
Backseat daytripper, noticing your heartthrob
Don’t stop, nigga keep going
Bury those dreams, so ya family don’t know it
Then you have a kid, eyes all sparkly and shit
Try to put it all on them
If you followed all this
They would say fuck that shit
Then they’d make you their bitch
Hoe, I live that shit
I looked up in the mirror, with a glare
Asked myself two questions
Am I here or over there?
Ain’t no telling where they’ll be when
All our stars are here
Feel the magic, see them tear up
They can only stare
I know some way
They say someday
We’ll all get it
And we’ll soar high
I know some way
They say someday
We’ll all get it and they’ll all feel it
I know some way
They say someday
We’ll all get it
And we’ll soar high
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13. |
Signals
01:14
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Marie: Okay y’all! Let’s get these tables set up in the backyard!
Amari: Lip smack man...
Junie: Nigga what you doing? Come on bruh, that ps2 ain’t going nowhere.
Junie’s Room Door Opens As Amari Exits
Junie: Hey Em! we gotta help mom outside
Ema: So she’s my mom now?
Junie: I didn’t mean it like that
Ema: I know, I’m just kidding... (Junie chuckles)
Oh and those sheets, way too comfortable...
You’re lucky your mom has us busy... (Ema Exits)
Junie: What in the fuck?... Holy shit! Uh…
Marie: JUNIE WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!
Junie: Sorry mom!
Junie runs outside, then pulls out piano bench
Junie: Okay... This song goes out to a special someone.
Marie: What?
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14. |
Forbidden Fruit
04:45
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I know you down
I know you down
I know you down
Yeah yeah
I know you down
I know you down
I know you down…
When you close your eyes at night babe
I know you think about me
When you with your girls and you stunt yeah
I know you dream about we
Honey we’d do it all, but we can’t find the words
Can I please start it real simple baby?
I’ll call you my girl
I know you’d want it in the morning babe
Wouldn’t be against it in the evening
Even when it's down to the wire babe
Girl you know I’m down...
I know you’d want it in the morning babe
Wouldn’t be against it in the evening
Even when it's down to the wire babe
Girl you know I’m down, and you’re the reason
God, I can’t choose
Is it me, is it you?
God, I can’t choose...
What the hell we gon’ do?
You’re my forbidden fruit
You’re my forbidden
You’re my forbidden
You’re my forbidden
You’re my forbidden fruit
You’re my forbidden
You’re my forbidden
You’re my forbidden... (yo, yo)
Aw shit, I never saw those late night texts becoming this
But I’m stupid, us cupids, keep sawed-offs in our back pockets
and everyday, we let em spray
Keep coming with complements
Man I left on Friday but now this shits like a sadder day... (fuck you, i’ll sue myself)
Do I need to chill? (tell me now)
Yeah...
I know it's love she’s looking for
She better not be playing now, bitch
We was on the highway doing 109
If she do not fucking love me, I will really grab that iron... please
I know you’d want it in the morning babe
Wouldn’t be against it in the evening
Even when it's down to the wire babe
Girl you know I’m down...
I know you’d want it in the morning babe
Wouldn’t be against it in the evening
Even when it's down to the wire babe
Girl you know I’m down...
But are we gonna cross that line?
I don’t feel you’re ready to cross that line
But are we gonna cross that line?
I don’t feel you’re ready to cross that line
I don’t feel you’re ready to cross that line
I know you down
I know you down
I know you down
Yeah yeah
I know you down
I know you down
I know you down…
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15. |
...
02:02
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Ema storms off into the house while sobbing
Junie: Ema, wait… I didn’t mean it… for it to be taken in that…
Marie: Junie I know I raised you better than that, what is wrong with you?!
Amari: Man, what the fuck you mean what’s wrong with him?
That bitch just too fucking sensitive nigga
Marie: Amari, who are you cursing at?
Amari: I ain’t fucking cursing at
Marie slaps Amari
Partygoers gasp & start to murmur
Marie: I can’t even believe your ass would even think to speak to me like that!
Junie: Ma...
Marie: Did you forget who i am?... Huh?!
Junie: Ma
Marie: When it was you who was in Foster Care who got you out?!
Amari: You ain’t have to lay your hands like that though
Junie: Ma, just go inside. Ma...
Marie: Amari
Amari: For real, you ain’t have to do none of that shit
Junie: Ma
Marie: Amari, I don’t want to embarrass you even more...
Amari: Embarrass me then
Junie: Ma...
Marie: Okay...
Junie: Please ma, let’s go inside, ma
Marie: Okay, I told you to stay in your fucking place!
Amari hits Marie
Junie: AMARI WHAT THE FUCK?!
Amari gets hit by Junie
Partygoers begin to leave
Junie: Wait, wait... Ma! Ma!
Fuck sigh
Amari: ... I should’ve known 5 shots wouldn’t have done it
Junie: What?...
Amari: You heard me, bitch
Junie wakes up in his room
Ema: Well thank god. You’re awake...
Junie: Ema... oh god, I gotta tell you this wild ass dream I…
Ema: Dream?! That was no dream Junie.
Junie: Then wait... What the hell did I do?
Ema: Junie, I can’t even...
Junie: Can you please just tell me. I don’t…
Ema: Junie, I don’t want you to be thinking about all…
Junie: Can you- sigh
Ema: ...be thinking about
Junie: CAN YOU JUST FUCKING TELL ME?
Fuck...
Look, I'm sorry... its- just I can’t...
I don’t know. This place it
Ema: I know what you mean, I hope this isn’t you... but If it makes you feel any better,
Amari left after... Y’know...
Junie: What about mom?
Ema: She left... But, I’m kinda worried about her cause she hasn’t been picking up any of my calls.
Junie: *Sigh*... Look.
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16. |
Found!
05:05
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It wasn’t as easy as I thought it would be
Our open palms staying closed today
And in my mind, I really thought you would see
But honestly, I think we need to leave
Or maybe we should watch this movie
Look it reminded me of me and you
I know you’re thinking I’m really trying to get up in your head
And in my mind I keep replaying parts
Like when he held her close, right in the park
They had a rocky road, but Dennis kept it real from the start
Oh you know
I never meant to throw it all your way
I made a judgement based on signs, I think
I’m really losing my mind
Oh you know
I still remember the look on your face
And baby when you go your separate way
I think I’ll be just fine
Oh
Cause I’m found (I’m found...)
I’m found (I’m found...)
Lost for a minute
Tell me what compares to this
I was lost for a minute
I was lost for a minute
You know I’ll think about you time to time.
I feel I’m moving fast, not in my mind
Just call me stupid, and I’ll open my eyes
I think it’s kinda funny how I feel
So happy I could die, I’ll keep it real
Oh, I can’t help but be a little unsure
Oh you know
I never meant to throw it all your way
I made a judgement based on signs, but hey
I’m really losing my mind
Oh you know
I still remember the look on your face
And baby when you go your separate way
I think I’ll be just fine
Oh...
Yeah!
Lost for a minute
Tell me what compares to this
I was lost for a minute
I was lost for a minute
Lost for a minute
Tell me what compares to this
I was lost for a minute
I was lost for a minute
Oh you know
I think this train is really rolling on
We better hop on cause it won’t be long
Girl you don’t know
how much I just want to leave it all behind
Just like a kid on Christmas Eve
I packed my clothes, please can we leave?
Oh this place, oh I swear it drives me crazy
And I’ve been saying it
Oh you know
I think I’m finally moving on my way
I made a judgement based on signs, but hey
I’m kinda losing my mind
Oh you know
I still remember the look on your face
And baby when you go your separate way
I think I’ll be just fine
I think I’m finally moving on my way
I made a judgement based on signs, but hey
I’m kinda losing my mind
I still remember the look on your face
And baby when you go your separate way
I think I’ll be just fine
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17. |
... (Continued)
00:45
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Aiden: Um... My name is Aiden Leblanc and I work for the Baton Rouge Medical
Examiner’s office...
I’m speaking with Belaine Morris, am I correct?
Junie: Y-yeah...
Aiden: Belaine are you... alone at the moment?
Junie: Yeah, what happened?
Aiden: Marie Morris, your mother. She passed away in a traffic accident...
Earlier this morning... I’m sorry
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18. |
Graceland
07:57
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My open hands become closed again
I’m calling you, oh for an answer
My goodbye messages sent to a phone
Oh nothing matters to me anyways
Trying to ignore it all and see today
Oh fuck, I can’t tell if I can hold on
Someway, Somehow
Someway, Somehow
Someway, Somehow
Someway...
The silk that would just coat my world view
It’s a melting down, oh baby I can’t tell you
Oh how I feel, how I feel, how I feel
To just awake me from this bad dream
I’ll give myself away to maybe fix this scene
Toll was due but why did they choose you?
This feeling, I’m feeling
Why can’t I accept it?
My tears they, won’t let me
Bury you, leave you in today
For Ema
The end of the road
I spent a long time parading
The wrong time, to say it
To you
And you’ve been my friend
Holding your face so dearly
I closed my eyes, walking right in the street
Nothing matters to me
I’m ready to go
I’ve swallowed all of my pills
To finally get the feeling of being all alone
I’m fading away, when you find me
Know that finally I am at peace
Nothing matters to me
To me
Oh, nothing matters at all
Nothing, nothing
Nothing matters to me
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Portraits Of Tracy Baton Rouge, Louisiana
Portraits Of Tracy is the artist project of Tracy Amare - an 19 year old self-taught producer and multi-instrumentalist from
Baton Rouge, Louisiana who developed a sizable audience on youtube doing elaborate beat remake videos of her major influences, including Tyler, the Creator, Kanye West, Madlib, Steve Lacy, etc.
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